I've missed you and it's been a long and hard road for years now. You've been through a lot. I've put a lot of stress on you that you don't deserve. Yet, these things have helped us grow so much. It's good to feel again and to feel in healthy ways. There has been much work done to get us to the place we're in now, but yet more work to do. I thank you heart for your perseverance through the years. Years of pain, confusion, fun, bad decisions, love, humility, life changing events, grief, loss and life itself. For with the gray clouds has also been days of sunshine and for every tear that has shed down my cheek there has been a joyful smile as well. I know that some of the things that I do don't correspond with what you're feeling, but I'm still learning on how to pay attention fully through you. I'm so grateful that you're my heart. That you've stayed beating so strong and hard. That no matter what I put you through you always try to find a place to bring us back to love and forgiveness. My dearest heart you are my best friend. You know everything about me, you feel what I feel, cry what I cry, laugh when I laugh and forgive when the rest of me turns callous. You are my saving grace, what warms me when the day feels dark, cold and gloomy; the light in my darkness and for that I'm forever grateful. May our days continue and may they be filled with joy, love, forgiveness, kindness, humility, giving, service, and remembrance. May we continue to grow with each other and help uplift those that are down. Allow us to love so deep that our mental and physical selves feel the love flowing through us. Bring us to a place where we constantly help others walk to a healing place in life. For my dear heart you're the one that helps me carry all my loads. You're the one that reminds me of my love. Dearest heart of mine thank you for being the home of the one who paid it all.